Why did I choose this career?

I don't have any memories of a dream job, I think I was only existing at that age.

I had in my options careers relates to plants, biology and things like that. The truth is, in that moment I chose a random career, and in the list I only had a random careers, I never checked the information of the careers or what they are related to or what's their meaning for a job. In the end I just chose the option that is more way far from my home. It was a  discussion for a few days in the house. 

The university has been difficult until now, I feel like I need to surrender to the pressure and colapse someday. 

I would like a laboratory job, because I don't want to a project of millions and mess it up. 

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